Over

What I've done actually? That's the question that I was thinking lately, or more precise yesterday. Everything seem to change drastically and I was left out in the middle of the wind. Do I deserve this kind of treatment? Maybe yes or should I try to clear this mess up? I've tried and I'm still trying to figure out what the best for me. Down the road, there's too much turn I've take, too much barricade I need to cross and I'm done with it. Seriously, if things going to continue like this, then fine, I go my own way and you take yours.

Sorry for everything that I've put you through and deep down inside I know you don't deserve it. You deserve so much better than me, a better treatment, a better man.

P/S - I have try and I'm done trying.