PurPoSe

Sedih

2009-12-30T16:19:00.002+08:00

Nape sedih eh??
hmm...bile kte hilang sumting kte sedih...
bile kte terigt semua bnd yg lepas2 kte sedih...
sayup rs hati ni...
entah lah...
xtahu nape rasa sedey juz bcoz of sumting in my head yg wat rs sedih tu dtg...

mungkin hati ni lembut sgt kot...
ntah la...
"hati...hati....kan da ckp kena wat bnd tu..tp kenapa sedey?"

Old SchooL Need YeaRly CheCk uP

2009-10-30T15:33:00.003+08:00

Quote from Hmetro

"“Kemalangan banyak membabitkan kereta berusia lebih 15 tahun, keputusan itu pun mengambil kira kepentinggan pengguna, ia tidak langsung berniat untuk membebankan pengguna terutama di kawasan luar bandar yang mempunyai pendapatan rendah,” katanya ketika ditemui di lobi Parlimen, semalam.

Peraturan yang akan berkuat kuasa 1 Januari depan membabitkan kira-kira sejuta kenderaan, antara 18 langkah baru yang diperkenalkan dalam kajian semula Dasar Automotif Nasional (NAP) bagi meningkatkan daya saing industri automotif tempatan serta menawarkan kenderaan lebih selamat, mesra alam dan berteknologi tinggi. "

http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Friday/Setempat/20091030085854/Article/index_html

More than a milion cars in need of yearly check up starting January 1st 2010. It's means for those who have a newly born baby and 15+ years cars be prepared to include another item in your budgetary, "road tax + Insurance + "PUSPAKOM CHECK UP"" because not only your kids need a dentist checkup yearly but your car also need a safety check up yearly. In terms of safety I have to agree to their action but doing it yearly I don't see any benefit behind it (except PUSPAKOM will become richer)

Facts is a facts and by calculation if the check up will cost you RM 1.00 then they will get 1million as their yearly guaranteed income from the "old school car" and the long Q will haunting all the lane there. Every year, one million workers will have to apply for annual leave to attend the car inspection (assuming all the owner are working for paychecks) and how much this will cost to our economy? How about the subsidies that government gave to top up the real cost of each inspection? Mathematically if the the real cost is RM 5 then government have waste RM 4 million per annum just for the vehicle check up. (4 Million is enough to build a low cost home for the poor) By the way, that's what we pay our tax for, paying for our vehicle check up.

Our atok2 and nenek2 have to come down to town just for their vehicle check up, isn't that ridiculous? Well I just don't get it, why they don't see all this thing but trying to increase government spending during the economics drop down. Show the leadership a bit please.

P/S - The article titled "Tiada niat bebankan pengguna" but believe me, you already did.

jUdgE

2009-10-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

History teach us not to believe in anybody expect believe in yourself. It also told us try to control yourself no matter what ever happen no matter what people say about you. Don't ever judge others no matter what matter what happen because you never be in that position and who the HELL are you to judge others? Are you good enough to judge others? Well nobody is perfect so keep your thoughts because from your words shows the stupidity inside you. A piece of advise, think about your life first before you can judge others. If your life is much more better than others then be thankful, if not just shut your mouth and keep your words inside you.

p/s - be in my place then you know why.

nOw

2009-10-22T14:49:00.004+08:00

It's raining outside my office and I'm sitting here reflecting my past and thinking about my future. Restructuring and re-planning my life which right now filled with nothing. I've become numb in this past two three days and I actually get used to it. It become a lot easier and comfy after a while.

11.30 a.m - "lepakking @ teratai" or "curi tulang" there. Having a little conversation with "Teh Ais" in front of me together with my mates and it was a very short and meaningful conversation. After a while I start to wonder at this moment what the hell I'm doing? Living my life meaningless without any purpose. Working my ass off and then saving my money for nothing. I just love to see the big number but what's the purpose? Then my mate said "when you already commit to someone then only you'll feel alive" It makes sense and I used to have that feeling but it's already dead and gone. I need to start from scratch and I've already give up on it. Then they told me, that things will come when the times is right. No need to look up for it juz patiently wait and it'll come somehow. I agreed. Looking for it will never works and it never work for me before, and maybe I should wait for it.

p/s - I'm not holding on but I'm letting go...

Good Luck

2009-10-21T15:23:00.002+08:00

Goodluck.. As simple as that all I can say. What ever you want to do, just keep trying until you realize that you've already loose it. You've got your chance and you just blew it and begging for another? No matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, no matter what it'll be and no matter what happen it's already too late for you to make it up again.
People make mistake and I'm not blind to see that but realistically there's a limit and at certain degree you're done. Now try to realize your mistake and learn from it and don't ever let the same things happen twice. You can give all those reason and 3-4 page of email to explain to me but do I really care? Yes, I did but the damages is done and there's nothing you can do about that. I'm sorry....

p/s - use your brain to think, not your heart. Don't make your own conclusion and try to discuss. "I told you before bout this, but where are you???"

sEcOnds chAncEs

2009-10-20T09:36:00.000+08:00

Few people actually doesn't believe in this words and they have their own view in relationship. But I do believe people make mistakes and to forgive and forget is part of it. The real problem was, when a person making a mistakes, did they realize it? Are they aware that others was being considerate and tolerate? Well actually they didn't and after others told them that they already cross the line, they're looking for a second chances. But then, is it really a second chance? Well how about the chances given before they cross the line? Anger is the main cause of the mess and adding it with selfishness, it become a ticking bomb. It easy to say "I'm sorry" but the hardest part is to combine back the broken pieces.

To have someone around with you is beautiful, don't ever waste it. People like commitment, and if you felt like you cannot open up your life yet, don't commit. What's the point of being with someone but you hide your feeling, your problem from that someone? God give you that someone for you to share everything. Joy, pain and almost everything, but why we keep hiding it? We are human being and we needed support because we can't survive alone in this world.

Think about that even though it already too late.

P/S - We never know what we've got till it's gone.....

Over

2009-10-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

What I've done actually? That's the question that I was thinking lately, or more precise yesterday. Everything seem to change drastically and I was left out in the middle of the wind. Do I deserve this kind of treatment? Maybe yes or should I try to clear this mess up? I've tried and I'm still trying to figure out what the best for me. Down the road, there's too much turn I've take, too much barricade I need to cross and I'm done with it. Seriously, if things going to continue like this, then fine, I go my own way and you take yours.

Sorry for everything that I've put you through and deep down inside I know you don't deserve it. You deserve so much better than me, a better treatment, a better man.

P/S - I have try and I'm done trying.

Blogging... again?

2009-10-14T13:43:00.001+08:00

I delete my last blog due to a technical and emotional problem. Sorry for any inconvenience cause but I bet nobody even noticed the blog wasn't there unless so a specific person who still stalking me quietly. It's a uncomfortable feeling to realize that some one is stalking and tracking everything that you do, but this time around I might do something different when ever the time come.

I wonder why do I still blogging after all these thing happened? And then I realize the reasons why such

I love blogging and I enjoy doing it.
Some said that blogging is like a therapist (I found that quite true)
I'm quite "PANAS BARAN" so this is where I burst out everything without hurting anyone (so if I'm hurting anyone here, I don't care because this blog is mine and I have my right to do and write what ever I want. Plus I never mention any names inside it so if any of my words hurts you, it your fault to feel that way)